ok im just alitte bit pissed right now...i mean when i went out with Damon i thought it would last for ever! for the longest time!! after 3 months i was like..wow its so wonderful..then it started happening..he started to feel differently..i sat there and want to fuckin slice my writsts more than anything to feel better!! after 6 days of me and him i got dumped..how fucking cruel is that? to sit there and say after fuckin 3 months "i dont feel the same way"...that just pisses me off to no extent...i just wanna scream really..just grrRAWR...damn it..i wanted to say something, but it will only bring more pain..im happy with Saul..but Damon keeps popping up..he has someone new which is ok..but idk..i just miss him..i should forget him, but i cant..this hurts so badly...can someone stop the pain..

-CV

-dances like a monkey- bored bored bore

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tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow

3 months!!

woot woot

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see ya later peeps

ok I just got out of the shower and i had a weird dream so here it is

well my parents and i were driving down the highway when my stepdad almost ran someone off the road, well we pulled over and the guy got out and into our car. We started driving and he was talking to my stepdad. The car stopped and me, my mom, my stepdad, and the guy all got out. Well i was looking around and the next thing i know im stuck in a kind of burger king thing without my parents..it was weird cause i also had a little sister..well i went to the counter to buy some stuff and the counter guy was like "buy something for your age" and i was like "ok i have a 3 year old sister so.." "buy something in your age group" "I have a 3 year old sister and if you dont want to get me anything for her than ill have to jump over this counter and beat you!" Well he got me my stuff and i had like this big box of kix and some candy and i saw the guy who almost got run off the road..i went to him and sat with him, his daughter-in-law and his son..I went to ask if he'd seen my parents when they walked in...I went to hug them and i just got a hug from my mom..so we got in the car and we were driving past all these like jungle thing and i was like "wow", but my mom was saying how when we get out of the car i have to stay with them..so we got to this town that looked like Williamsburg and we parked and got out, well i walked past this old house thing and it had kids in the window and I saw Drew and this girl Alexa..well i just stared and looked away when drew looked at me. He laughed and said "oh that what a lovely look!" i just kept walking away feeling like shit since he is my little bro and he just kinda went away..but i was thinking about it and just woke up..

so theres my dream..ill come back later to do an entry on my 2 month anniversary wit Damon that happened Tuesday